Looking back, none of this was worth with.

i'm a liar, i'm sick, and mentally disturbed.
take all thoses things and multiple them by 5 and thats you.
i hate you for liying all those mights when we would talk and
you said that you loved me
i hate you for leaving me to go fuck a bunch of white girls
i hate you for telling me that she looked better than me
i hate you for treating me like shit.
i hate you for saying that im sick enough to create a fake boyfriend
i hate you for wasting half a year of my life
i hate you for not sayin how you felt when you felt that way
i hate you for cutting me off and dropping me like a bad habit
i hate you for fucking me
i hate you fucking me good
i hate you for the times you fucked me bad
i hate you for calling me a "nut bucket", "ugly", "fat", and worse things
i hate you for not being there
i hate you for playing with my mind, heart and emotions
i hate you for falling out of love with me and never telling me
i hate you for not answering your calling or replying to my texts
i hate you for making me type this
i hate you for saying that you'll love me forever
i hate you for making me love you.
and i'll hate for that forever