you're alot smarter than you look

"I love you more than anything and anybody."

I wish you could see my smile on the other side of
the phone when you tell me this. You can't see it ,
but it's there.

& Thank you very much

Je amour vous mais je crains votre amour.

Je veux ton amour, et je veux ton revenge.

After long intrevals of philophobia
I've overcame it and became
familiar with eremophobia.
If you are philophobic, STAY THAT WAY.
Eremophobia is alot worst.

:(

My insanity is not an illness,
but a choice. Sanity dulls the mind,
keeps you trapped, lays out
boundaries. I like excitement.
Im not a happy girl but I most
definitely do not suffer from depression.
I have a hard exterior because
fuckheads like you dont deserve to see
the real me and the ones who do
have the ability to hurt me so they
dont see it either.
I curse but I have wonderfully wide
vocabulary and could talk shit
without profanity.
So why curse?
I lie but could honestly give a fuck less
if you knew the truth.
So why lie?
Im so full of shit if my outside
matched my inside I'd resemble a bull.
I think he's happy.
Im not. But I get somewhat satisfied
knowing that he is.
I dont know why.
I dont have half the normal feelings
and transactions that other humans have.
I dont know why.
I like it. It gives me emotional freedom
to hurt people and feel no remorse,
to break hearts and not think twice.
Yet at the same time, it handicaps me.
I dont get to experience the delights
that others do. Im not happy.
I dont know what its like to give someone
your all. But at the same time I dont know what its
like to be completely broken at anothers will.
Sometime....sometimes I wonder...
If the high people get off love,
is worth the downfall.
Maybe one day I'll find out.
But as of now I dont have a clue.
Im NOT happy.

DITM

UGH.
in shcool right now.
first period, blah....
chris isnt here.
david isnt here.
ramsey's here,
fuck ramsey. stupid bitch.
mr. matthews so fuckin weak.
charging students up about gum and shit.
callin parents over gum.
lil loud as girl in the hallway
being ignorant. i dont know her name
starts with an "a" i think.
i want to box someone, idk why.
just feel like overpowering somebody.
ugh. i feel like shit. im sick
but if i dont go to school then i cant go to tennis
and i want to so....ugh
ugh
ugh
im about to just start cursing ppl out
someone will eventually retalite.
im not in a pleasant mood.
evey little thing pisses me off.
loud bitches, weak niggas, forcin teachers
all that shit.
im about to call marty so i can go home....

now i really dont want to go back to houston.
cuz things are just getting worse and worse.

Jacob

Lol.
Im not just posting this cuz
you asked me too, I was going to anyways
so you could read it.

Thank you alot. You were there
for me when no one else was and that
means alot to me.
It was tough but you made it better.
You're a good guy, not some hoe ass nigga.
Even though I havent fucked with you
in a minute you still came through.
Again, thnx.

Baby, it's fact. Our love is true

Hellogoodbye!!

7things-- i didnt write this

7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to beWith the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

^^the picture (again)^^

since chris is convinced
that every move i make
revolves aournd him,
i have changed the picture
back to my big tit idol
and all her glory.

^^the picture^^

thats detroit.