here goes

i've never felt so much hatred for one person.
u truly disgust me. i told myself that i wasnt gonna
blog about you or waste pages in my diary on you,
but i have alot bottled in and i deserve to let it out.
im not bitchin every minute about what u did to me,
but i will address it, cuz it was terrible.

how could you slap a girl across the face,
spit on her like she's a disgrace,
slam her on a hardwood floor
and take what u say is "rightfully yours"?
how could you hear her scream for you to stop
and ignore her as you rip off her top?
i pleaded and begged while you made me bleed
hoping you'll stop, but you still proceed
the main ingredient in my nightmares
is someone who i thought once cared
and without a trace of guilt in your eyes
as you stared at me and heard my cries
i hate you and hope you burn in hell
just like that, and i wont shout or yell
cuz ur simply not worth the thought
we've argued, parted, and even fought
but instead of just leaving me alone
you take the liberty of coming to my home.
i hope you spend the next two years
thinking of how you caused me all those tears.
and......
fuck u!